oh my god im so filled with anxiety and fear..
coz tmr is cross country and i wanna be in the top 10 n i noe i will hardly be the top 5 reasons
1.im fucking overweight and im halfway to avg jus losing 400g of fats will bring me out of taf
2.im still suffering frm knee pain due to the 2.4km run
3.my 2.4km timing sucks.. for me is i failed coz this is the 1st time i did 11 min for 2.4
4.there are better runners that are not in cross country way better than me
5.Cross country training now is interval not long run.. thus my stamina sucks like shit
6.im having diarrhoea
7.i feel like shit
8.i hope no shit will happen to me like in sec 1 when i was running i stopped coz i duno where to run... sec 2.. i had difficulty breathing and my pulse was so hard that its like its gonna burst any time...
i jus wanna be in top 10 is enuf... most prob(arnd 80%) aft this cross country race im going for morning run coz i finally cleared up all my piled up work... coz i nid to train my stamina n im planning to lose all my fats b4 my bd
thus frm today till my bd i will try to stop eating fast food at any cost...( i don eat much fast food)
stop all my snacks (coz they are really expensive) and go for morning run (coz i lack of stamina).... coz im really fucked up now...
well i predicted tmrs race results for the top 5
1.azhar
2.kenn
3.zhi han
4.(i hope this could be me)
5.(or this position)
these top 3 ppl are whithing 7-10x better than me...
Labels: will i be top 10? i hope so...
posted @ Thursday, February 26, 2009(11:42 PM)