hais sian sia... 2009 coming le which means sch is gonna reopen.. nxt yr the whole class gonna be diff.. no more slackers.. no more jokers... everythings gonna change... hais.. gonna miss everyone which are not in the same class as me.. well at least we still could meet at recess at bball court haha.. sch reopen on fri which is fucking stupid.. coz.. fri open le then the nxt day no sch agn.. moe realli dam stupid sia.. close 1 more dae oso won die... hais sian sia.. good bye 2008 n welcome 2009.. nxt 2 yrs economy goona be ka na sai... everything will start to be so expensive that ppl will resort to stealing.. lmao.. sch chi hw oso haven finish 2009 cnt slack liao nah bei.. 2009 IS GONNA BE A FUCKING BORING YEAR!!!! ARRGH! then summore fathers fwen daughter gonna take my dads car to sch oso..zzz ugh.. gonna cut my hair soon for CNY..zzz this yr christmas aint no fun at all.. no open at least 1 present.. well going to relative's hses are damm boring... coz its like restricting urself to almost everything greed( is good),nonsencical/dirty jokes,trash talking,touching anything thats not yours,complaining,annoying ppl,ask for stuffs,talking back and more..... here are some few reasons
1)parents will feel Pai seh ar sae will make ppl think that parents nvr teach me ar.. then end up kena du lan
2)drink beer at least they allow lah.. but hor u ask for more.. they will sae blah blah blah.. then ur parents go home will talk the crap out of you
3)dirty jokes ar.. response: wa lan.. so young talk this kind of jokes.. you noe wad it mean a not.. my response: yah la i noe thats y i sae.. then ltr at home kena scold..
hais.. then if i wanna go out with fwen.. then parents will cfm ask.. go where? with who? what time come back? cannot too late hor! don go arcade ar (wtf!? whats wrong going to the arcade?) with how mani ppl? don come home too late hor we parents will get worried de hor ltr someone take you away how? my response: wont de lah.. we noe how to protect ourself we not toddlers liao.. then they will sae:who know ltr they rob u blah blah blah ...
thats y i doent like to go out.. its not that i don wanna go out with fwens.. its realli fucked up to ask these qns.. like no freedom sia..
these are the places i can onli go w/o so mani qns asked
1) out with parents
2)chruch (zzzz)
3)sch
4)watch movie but haf to go home str8 away or else haf to ans qns...
5)basketball
6)corridor
7)home
8)gek poh cc
9)jurong west Sport Complex (some qns)
10)places that are arnd jurong west.. restricted to some places
see this is how fucked up my life is.. onli my sis can go far away n blah blah blah... wtf!? any1 with this kind of prob same as me will feel like suciding anytime.. then at home do wat? they will sae.. bored si bo? take out books to read or study.. do homework.. don play computer.. don play blah blah blah... then when they take me out they sae i sua ku zheng (moutain tortise) well WHO IS THE 1 THAT CAUSED ME TO BE LIKE THAT!? then they call me to be more exposed to the world.. then i told them b4 all these then they all diam diam... kns la.. store me inside the hse like a prisoner then still call me be more exposed to the world? what crap is that? and im realli sick n tired of everything... i once had hope for my ownself... in church they told me don give up on urself n no 1 gonna give up on you... everyone has talents and special in someway some how some place.. i tell you.. THIS IS TOTALLY FUCKING BULLSHIT! thats y i started to hate church of bringing me fake hopes... hope for all? fuck that crap im realli tired... but i can onli rest when im old.. they day i rest is when i die.. hais.. no matter what jus haf to keep on continue on the suffering jouney.. going to slp liao coz tmrs theres church... fuck it
Labels: i'm realli tired..
posted @ Saturday, December 27, 2008(11:49 PM)